Dear future husband,
Sometimes I think of you at night in my bed.
Sometimes I wonder what you are doing right now. Do you sleep or wake up like me? Are you on the other side of the world or are you close to me? How are you feeling right now? What is going through your head?
I don’t know your name, I don’t know where you’re from. I know nothing about you. I don’t know how and when our paths will cross. But I know you’re there somewhere.
And every day, I pray for you.
I have already made several scenarios in my head where I can finally put a face on the man who has been in my dreams for so long. I imagined myself sitting in a cafe drinking tea while reading a novel or writing and you come to say hello.
I imagined that I was walking in the library or the bookstore and that we met by chance. I imagined meeting you at a concert or in an art gallery. Or even at the gym. I imagined a million different places where we meet, and where our story begins.
I have always been an unrecoverable romantic and I imagined the moment when I would lay my eyes on you as in the love novels of Nicholas Sparks . And everything will make sense and then I will know that you are the one I was patiently waiting for. I will know by feeling. I already know that I will fall in love with you.
Sometimes I wonder how life treats you. I sincerely hope you are well. I hope you were lucky to have the life you always wanted. Or if you are going through a difficult period, I hope you will find the strength to continue.
Sometimes I wonder what you went through and what battles you fought. I want to know the story behind your scars. I want to know more about your past, your life, your family and even your fears.
I want to know all about it one day.
Sometimes I wonder what color your complexion is, what color your hair is. I wonder what is the color of the windows of your soul, those eyes in which I can’t wait to see my reflection.
Sometimes I wonder how you are. I wonder what you like and what you don’t like, your quirks and your preferences. I wonder what is your favorite sport, what is your favorite team. What are your favorite activities ? What kind of books do you like to read? Are you more coffee or tea?
Sometimes I wonder when the day will come when our story begins. I want to speed up the time so I can see you, but I also desperately want to freeze it because I don’t know if you’re ready. Either way, no matter how fast, slow or how long it takes.
The only thing I’m sure of is that I can’t wait to meet you.
Because I’m wondering about you.
I wonder when you will arrive. I wonder who you will be. I wonder what you will look like. I wonder what you are passionate about. How you will be like or different from me. How you will feel in my arms. How soft your skin is. The taste of your kisses. What your perfume smells.
Sometimes I wonder if you think about me too.
Do you think what it will be like to meet someone like me? Do you dream of me like that? Wondering how our future will be? Are you patiently waiting for me too?
I don’t know the answers, but I know that one day I will be able to see you in person.
We have had our fair share of battles, but I hope that together we can overcome all the new battles that come our way. I hope we can have more fun, more madness and more incredible moments than we can count. One of those moments includes the day you get down on your knees and ask me to be with you for the rest of your life.
That day, we will promise to invest ourselves in a journey of love, happiness and laughter for life.
I know that I am not easy to love or to manage sometimes, but I hope that you will be able to see beyond and see that behind my hard shell, there is a woman who only wants to be loved for who she is.
Things will certainly not be easy, but I promise you that I will always support you. I will grow with you. I will help you. I will challenge you. I will inspire you. I will lift you. I will always appreciate you and everything you do for me. I will always be by your side.
I will love you more and more every day. Although our future has unknown things, good and bad, I am ready to start this journey together.
One day, I will take you in my arms and I will have the impression that you were still there. I will have the privilege of looking you in the eye and I will realize that you have always been part of my life.
One day, I will feel this intense, inexplicable, magical feeling. I will give you my heart, and I will take yours.
Until then, I will wait patiently for the day when we finally meet.
Your future wife.